Whats wrong with people

I really hate my job, while the job itself is not that hard, working with certain people sucks. One would think that I would love it, given the fact I have the hours I want, and can take off whenever I want. The people there can be really mean, dumb, and pretty much all of them are very unhappy. It can be a downer. At times I feel myself getting sucked into the bullshit, and when I am not sucked into the bullshit, people think that I am the one with an attitude because I am just trying to do my job and get the hell out of there.

On top not really likeing my job people just seem more and more bitter, and meaner. I was shopping yesturday for a gift and there was this lady swearing (outloud) about a elderly women who wasn’t moving fast enough. People just seem to be rotten. It is a tough situation for me to be in because I already have the tendincy to be a hermit in the winter months, and with people acing like they do I really just want to shut myself off from the world.

And while I know everyone; (when and if they pay attention to the way people are acting in society now a days ), can get a bit down too. It just sucks that it has to be this way. I don’t think it will get better either. Why would it it seems as though no one is interested in being a decent human being.

What is wrong with people that they have to be jerks. I just don’t get it and probably never will. Can we live on Mars yet ???

Got Happiness ??

Well as another work week comes to a close I realize I have outgrown my job. While most can relate, I know that there are some people that are happy in their job. I am just not one of them anymore.

What really gets me is that I know I am not happy and yet do I take the time to explore options, or look for another job ? NO.

So the complaining on my part really should stop I either do something about it or shut up. So for now I will shut up.

I think maybe its about my limits. Everyone has them and I am at my limit. Its sink or swim.

We will see what the future holds I am at a point in my life where I feel that there will be many changes and I am scared but continue to have an open mind about my life and my future.

We will see…

Looking forward to the weekend, mainly just trying to catch up on sleep, and some shows that I taped during the week. I also have a couple of new CD’s I wanted to listed to, and some new cookbooks I wanted to look through. So thats it for now in a nutshell.

Peace and love

Whats up with me …

Since I last wrote much has happened and lots still to do. I am happy to say I am almost done with christmas shopping. Jenn and I are last minute type of people but not this year. This year its not even Thanksgiving and we only have a few people to go.

Over the weekend we had a date night, my sister watched Matty and Jenn and I went out to eat to a really good Indian place I like spicy so I loved it Jenn not so nuch, next date night Jenn will pick. Then we went to watch Changeling the new Angalina Jolie movie. It was good and I found myself just staring at her lips. I have always had a thing for Angalina, Jenn thinks its kinda funny.

Sunday we had everyone over, FULL HOUSE !!!! for Tom’s 6th b-day party. He made out so well. Everyone got him really nice things and the food made that day were recipes from the food network. I made a two roasted shickens with citrus fruits , roasted potaoes, and broccoli salad. Plus I served a really great wine a bought on a whim and I really wish I didn’t throw out the bottle because I have no freaken clue what the name is.

Monday sucked , worked all day, Tuesday sucked , worked all day , today was great I had off. I gave myself a pedicure and manicure. I got a haircut , its different then anything I have ever had before its short and I love it. I also went through X-mas decorations, and filled out some Christmas cards. I know its early but we need to stay on top of that shit or we exhaust ourselves trying to do it all later in the month. Jenn should be home soon and we wanted to go to the store to get what we need to make pistachio fudge. Nigela Lawson had an easy recipe on her show and we want to try and make some to share during Christmas parties and with family and friends.

This year Jenn and I are going to two Christmas parties and then having two of our own. One with friends and one with family on Christmas eve.

Tomorrow is turkey day and that is going to be busy too. Half the day spent with Jenn’s family and half the day spent with mine.

happy thanksgiving everyone !